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A glooming peace this morning with it brings;
The sun, for sorrow, will not show his head:
Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things;
Some shall be pardon'd, and some punished:
For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo.
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Sunday, September 6, 2009, 9:02 AM
Dream.
I had a dream last night and it's all about Red.
I've been thinking of him for five straight days cus we currently don't have a communication. His cellphone had been stolen four days ago, so we don't have any choice but to leave messages and wall posts on Facebook. I'm missing him so badly. :( I can't stop thinking negative thoughts! My bad. All I can is do is to stare at his pictures, remembering the sound of his voice whenever we're on the phone talking until the sun comes out. When he would buy me a load so I could text him though I'm not asking for it and never will I. I miss those times when we're planning to meet each other at an early time in the morning that we both can't sleep at night knowing we're both excited, that we're both happy cus we'll be seeing each other. When he would surprise me with his pasalubong for me, not expecting it would be too many then I'd smile because of his thoughtfulness. When will I get the chance to him? Omona. >.<> It is so damn hard to deal with emotions when I want to touch someone but I can’t. There’s nothing I can do about it. No matter how hard I try to distract myself. No matter how I try to smile and laugh it out it still comes to that point where I find myself alone even in a happy crowd. Hopelessly missing that one person I have been wanting so much. Friday, August 28, 2009, 10:03 AM
Reconcile.
Walang magandang nangyari sa araw na 'to. Swear. Same old days, boring. Umalis pa sila Mama kaya naiwan kaming apat dito. Wala rin namang magawa, kaya Internet lang ang pag-asa kong mabuhay. Hahaha. Ayun. Late na rin ako mag-open ulit ng mga sari saring accounts ko. Around 12AM na ko nag-Friendster kaya dun ko lang nakita yung comment sakin ni Michelle. May binigay siyang link sa Youtube, gift niya daw sakin para sa birthday ko. Though tapos na birthday ko, haha. So tiningnan ko agad. Pag labas pa lang nun title, nagulat na ko. Di na ko makapag-salita. Hanggang sa nag-play siya. Di parin ako makapag-salita, gulat parin ako sa napanood ko. Si Champ.. Oo, nang Hale. Binati. Ako. Binati niya ko ng Happy Birthday na sa buong buhay ko e di ko naman inakalang mangyayari. Siyempre, natuwa ako. OO, natuwa ako ng sobra. Pero mas na-appreciate ko yung intentions ni Michelle. Kahit na malabo na yung friendship namin, naalala parin niya ko na contradict sa iniisip ko na nakalimutan na niya ko, kasi marami na kong kapalit sa buhay niya. Siguro nga nasobrahan ako sa pagiging sensitive. Ftw. Pero walang pwedeng sumisi sakin. Minahal ko siya ng buong buo, bilang ka-isa isang best friend ko. It never crossed my mind to replace her in my heart and in my life. Sa kaniya umikot mundo ko. I mean, I've rejected others who offered me friendship, 'cause she's all I ever wanted. ♥♥♥ Michelle, salamat. Salamat sa lahat ng nagawa mo para sakin, lalo sa pinagsamahan natin. Sorry kung nasaktan din kita. Sorry kung paranoid ako masyado. Sana naiintindihan mo kung anong feeling lalo na't hindi na naman tayo nagkakasama at nagkikita. Yung feeling na di mo na ko kailangan, na mag-ccomment ka lang pag naalala mo ko, e paano kung di mo na ko maalala? Marami na tayong pinagsamahan kaya ako ganito. Good old memories are fading away. Naalala ko pa na inapproach kita dahil kay Christopher. Naalala ko nung tinanong mo ko kung anong full name ni Champ. Na bumuo tayo ng grupong Spongebobcola. Nagkaroon ng mga tawagan. Na kahit saan lagi tayo magkasama. Habang naninibago ko sa bagong kong school noon, isa ka sa mga kasama ko. Hanggang sa magka-boyfriend ako, at pati na rin ikaw. Magkasama pa tayong pumupunta sa practice ng Rehiyon Rehiyon para lang magbantay sa mga babaeng lumalapit sa kanilang dalawa. Kahit na di pa tayo nag-luch okay lang, diretso na. Magkasama tayo nung una kong masaktan dahil sa kaniya, at ng masaktan ka rin niya. Kamay ko ang hawak mo ng araw na nawala lahat ng sa inyo at papasok tayo sa school. Nung malipat ka ng section 3 nung third year, di kita iniwan, dahil alam naming ayaw mo dun kasi wala kami. Hinihintay parin kita tuwing papasok, kung sino unang lalabas pag recess siya susundo sa classroom at maghihintay, ganun rin sa uwian, mauna siya maghihintay. Never akong nag-reklamo dun, kasi masaya ko sa ginagawa ko at maha kasi kita. Noong fourth year, nalipat ka naman sa section 1. Proud kami sayo, lalo na ako. Walang nagbago, ganun parin. Sa may mga Kawayan parin tayo umuupo, na pareho yung kinakain. Kung hindi naman, sa may hagdan papuntang Library tayo tatambay pag recess. Nakasanayan ko na yun. Nung magkasakit ka, kung anong bawal sayo, bawal na rin sakin. Kung ano lang ang pwede mong kainin, yun din ang sakin. Para maipakita ko man lang sayo na lahat gagawin ko. Kahit na, iba na nakakasama mo habang lumilipas yung araw. Iba na rin ang kasama mong umupo at kumain sa may hagdan. Hanggang sa di na tayo madalas magkasama, nagkatampuhan at nagkailangan na. Nasaktan ako Michelle, sobra. Feeling ko ang laki ng nawala sakin. Medyo naayos tayo nung malapit na matapos yung school year, kaso wala rin. Not totally okay. Hanggang sa pumasok na tayo sa pagiging college. Wala na.. Pero ni minsan, di ko inisip na maghanap ng ibang best friend. Umaasa ko na someday, mababalik natin kung ano mang meron tayo dati. Na makkwento ko lahat ng nangyari sakin, pati na rin ikaw. (teary eyed) , 12:50 AM
Bold it, baby.♥
I copied this one from my friend Nica at Multiply. I found it cute kasi. Haha. :) Anyway, here it goes. :) Red has... Let me borrow a jacket when I was cold -- When we're watching a movie. :) Pulled out a chair for me to sit in Held a door open for me -- As always. :) Pushed my hair back away from my face -- Yeah. :) Let me hack his Xanga -- We don't have a Xanga account. ...His Facebook ...His Myspace -- Even Myspace. :) Waited for me to get online just so we could talk Shared a drink with me Bought me lunch Bought me food Made me food Let me cry on his shoulder Taken care of me while I wasn't feeling well Given me a backrub Given me a foot massage Rubbed my head when I had a headache -- And kissed. :) Called me beautiful Called me gorgeous Called me hot Called me cute Called me sexy Given me a compliment ...And meant it Bought me chocolate Bought me flowers -- White Roses. :) Bought me jewelry -- Our ring. :) Driven me places Taught me new things Fed me. Literally Dropped everything to see me Made a promise to me ...And kept it Tucked me into bed Watched a movie he didn't like with me just because I liked it -- Horror movies. :) Taken me to a theme park -- Kaso closed yung Star City. Ugh. Respected me Trusted me Remained faithful Remained loyal Walked me home Walked far just to see me Showed me off to his friends -- Best friends. :) Snuck out to see me Gotten in trouble for me Lied for me -- Nung nasira phone ko tapos pinaayos niya. :) Protected me Stood up for me Said "I love you" ...And meant it Never cheated on me Paid for dinner Taken me to watch the starry sky from a rooftop Kissed me on my forehead Kissed me on my nose Kissed me on my neck Kissed me on my hand Kissed me on my lips Kissed me in the rain Kissed me under fireworks Hugged me from behind Bear-hugged me Hugged me and refused to let go Picked me up off the ground Carried me Tossed me into the air Held hands with me Surprised me Supported you in decisions you've mad Helped me mend a broken heart -- I was the one who helped him. :) Called me just to say "I love you" Texted me just to say "I love you" Written me a sweet note/letter Gone shopping with me even though he didn't like it Done countless favors for me Chosen to be seen in public with me despite my crazy side Comforted/consoled me Made a complete fool of himself to make me smile/laugh Did anything to make me smile/laugh Reassured me that things would be okay Cheered me up Told me I was his one and only Made me feel special Listened to me vent Not pressured me to do something I didn't want Apologized when he was wrong Been patient with me Literally wiped my tears away -- Last Wednesday. :) Figuratively wiped my tears away Tickled me excessively Burned me a CD Slow danced with me ...To no music [: Been in an "I love you more" argument with me Sung to me Let me use him as a pillow Held me and kept me warm Accepted me completely for who I am, flaws and all I love you :) Wednesday, August 26, 2009, 8:31 PM
Yakult.
Ang saya ng buhay kahapon. Hahaha! Bakit? Sige magtanong ka kung bakit. Last Tuesday night, nag-uusap kami ni Red. Nag-plano kami na magkita kahapon. Alas siyete ng umaga. Oo, alas siyete ng umaga. Sa sobrang excitement namin di na kami makatulog! Kaso nung 3AM na, nakatulog ako. Sheesh. Nagising ako 7:30 na! Nag-text ako agad sa kaniya at nag-sorry, dapat kasi 7AM sharp magkikita na kami sa tapat ng Flamingoes. Gising siya, so ako lang nakatulog. LOL. Nag-pprepare na siya nung nag-text ako kaya hinintay ko siya. Kaso, nakatulog na naman ako. Nagising ako 9:30 na! Text ako ng text pero di siya nag-rreply. Naghintay ako, kaso wala talaga. Kaya nag-text ako na mukhang di na kami magkikita, with matching sad face. Mangonsensya daw? Haha. Pagka-send ko nun, nag-text siya. Sabi niya, "Hindi, magkikita pa tayo." Yown. Sign na yun na tuloy nga, so naghintay ako habang nasa biyahe na siya. Medyo matagal pero okay lang, nag-text siya 11AM na. Andun na daw siya. So lumabas na ko ng bahay. At ang outfit ko? PAJAMAS. Oo, naka-pajamas ako ng lumabas. HAHAHA. Naka-green pa na shirt, yung sobrang favorite shirt ko. At siya, naka-pale Purple na shirt, naka-pants. Buti pa siya matino yung hitsura nun, LOL. Habang naglalakad ako, nag-uusap pa kami. O diba? Hanggang sa katabi ko na siya. Naalala ko, tinanong niya ko kung anong gusto kong pagkain, kaso ang sinagot e Yakult. Kaya tinanong niya ko kung ilang ang gusto ko, sabi ko kahit ilan okay lang naman. E nung papunta na siya, sabi niya dalawa lang daw yung dala niya. Para sakin, okay na yun. Akala ko kasi dalawang bottle lang, mali pala. DALAWANG PACK. Hahahahaha! Oo, di naman ako malulunod sa ganun. Hehe. Pero nalula ako sa dala niya a. Anyway, so yun. Tumagal kami dun ng dalawang oras. Dalawang oras na nakatayo, nagkukulitan, nag-uusap, nagkakagatan(ako lang pala nangangagat), at nagtititigan. Sobrang pinag-pawisan pa ko dahil sa init, pero as usual nag-wish ako na umulan. At oo umulan! Hahaha. Naabutan kami kaya hinatid na niya ko sa bahay, pinakilala ko na rin siya sa kapatid ko. :) Ay siyempre, nung makauwi na ko, tinodas ko na yung Yakult. Aba, e sakin yun e. Binili niya para sakin kaya ako lang uminom. Bwaha. Masaya na ko na nakita ko ulit siya ng umagang yun. Na nahawakan ko na yung kamay niya, na nakita ko na ulit yung mukha niya. Eto, sa ngayon inaalagaan ko yung baby namin sa Facebook. Oo, sa Make A Baby application! Hahaha. His name is Lyle. :) Siyempre, kamukha niya. Lalo na yung hair. :) Pinagalitan nga niya ko, di ko daw inaalagaan si Lyle. Sorry naman diba. Hihi. Thank you kahapon Red. :)) ILY! Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 8:06 AM
You hate me, eh?:)
For you HATER: Posing my pictures and telling me that I'm a loser makes you pitiful. :) So what if my pictures are edited? And ow, didn't you see the latest ones? Those that AREN'T EDITED? Okay. For you, I'd make my albums PUBLIC so you can see it with your very own eyes, EDITED OR NOT, THIS IS ME, AND THIS IS MY FACE. YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THAT. :) Maybe you should see me personally. What do you think?:D Maybe your mom would even praise me just like every mom who did saw me already, asking my mom how old am I and maybe it would look good if I'm with their sons. Or maybe your dad would praise me too, just like every dad who saw me already, complimenting me, even my height, saying I could join a pageant. Or ask my former teachers, who asked me to join the school's pageant both elementary and high school years. Or maybe you should see the Manila Bulletin newspaper years ago, you'd see me there. :) Or, the best way is to ask my ex-boyfriend and MY CURRENT BOYFRIEND why on Earth did they liked and loved me. :)))))) Before you start bashing me, look at yourself and CONSIDER THIS THINGS. okay?:) Monday, August 24, 2009, 1:33 AM
Can't be moved.
Why is it really hard to let go? Why did I found it so excruciating when I deleted his text messages? Why did I found myself crying, forcing myself to stop even I can't? I'm hurting but I'm still holding on. I'm fighting so hard even if he said I shouldn't. Even he told me to stop. Even if he already offered me friendship. I found myself looking, not just looking rather, STARING at his pictures for moments, daydreaming we could still be together someday.. someday. I know I'm only hurting myself with this but what I can do? How can I move on? I just can't and I don't want to. As of now, the lyrics of the song The Man Who Can't be Moved by The Script is lingering on my mind. I can really relate to this song, and here's some lines of it. "Going Back to the corner where I first saw you.." "I know it makes no sense but what else can I do How can I move on when I'm still in love with you.." "Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street So I'm not moving, I'm not moving.." Yeah. I guess I just can't move. I'm counting days. :( Sunday, August 23, 2009, 8:23 AM
Almost over.
At last, I'm learning to move on. I have to. I should. I cried a while ago, but it's okay. It's just that, even I restrained myself, my tears came rushing down and I couldn't help myself. I'm learning to accept the fact that we can't be together anymore. We need to separate in order to live our lives. We need to be with someone else and forget about yesterday. That's what he did. And that's what I'm doing. Besides, I almost forgot about Red. Ah, my saving grace. Though he fell asleep hours ago, even if I'm freaking mad, It would always be him who saved me from the pain I was experiencing days ago. That pain was excruciating, actually. But now I'm getting much better since I know he's there, and he won't leave. And I hope, this would be the last time I'd ever think of you. Wanna see him? Mas vain pa siya ata kesa sakin. :D Here: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Mas vain sakin, right? Hahahahaha. Wow, at least I can laugh and smile now. ;) Thursday, July 23, 2009, 10:05 AM
Randomness again.
Okay. I was very upset with Firefox! Why? Well, I was doing a post on my account at Facebook. I just minimized the window, then, it disappeared. Well, I'm already used to it, but gahhhhhhhh! I was having fun that time! Pissed. :| Cosplay I browsed for Alodia Gosiengfiao and her sister Ashley's photos. I am really a fan of them. They're so great at cosplaying! And oh my, look at those costumes. Incredible. And, these two girls are sooooooo pretty too. No doubt men get crazy over them. Ashley's great on taking photos, while Alodia's cool with her costumes done by herself. Don't forget her poses too! Cute. :''> Third Third. Third. Third. Stupid me. Insane! Arrggh. Di ko dapat nararamdaman 'to e. Kill me. Kill me now. Friday, July 17, 2009, 7:41 AM
The never ending Titanic.
A late post actually, cus I've watched it last last day. But anyhoo, I'd like to share it. :) I was browsing for quotes cus I thought about my FS shoutout. I want it to be simple yet meaningful so I started Googling. I thought about the movie The Notebook since for me it's great. But, the movie with the unsinkable ship came up to my mind. Yes, Titanic. My all-time favorite movie. Tragic much, eh? I found it awesome. So, I searched for some quotes from the movie, and I ended up with the script of it. I read every line, hoping to find a sweet quote from Jack or Rose. I did found one, oh no, three! And I'm already using it as my shoutout. Not satisfied, I downloaded the movie to my PC. LOL. I' m dying to see it one more time! I've waited for two days to be able to finish downloading it. I did get impatient. Psh. But of course I made it, so I watched it with my sister. She told me she haven't seen it yet, one more reason to watch it. Hahaha. Well, I did get teary eyed on some scenes, I got goosebumps! Hahaha. I dunno, it was so heartwhelming. I'm so into it. These pictures, was the scenes I did cried. ![]() "I love you Jack." ![]() "I'm flying! Jack!" ![]() "Come Josephine, in my flying machine.." And, the heaven scene of course, that made my eyes cried buckets. ![]() Titanic will always be an all-time favorite movie of mine. Corny much, eh? FEEL FREE TO HIT ALT + F4. :) Friday, July 10, 2009, 8:31 AM
I'm walking on sunshine, wo-oah.
I had a very tiring yet happy day. Last night at the meeting at KH, it was announced that some of the workers need volunteers to help them at the Assembly Hall. Since I'm free, I decided to go and burn some fats. Yes, I know it's fun! That's why I volunteered. But I had an insomnia so I wasn't able to sleep very well, and I did fell asleep at exactly 3AM. I woke up at 6AM. Insane, eh? Yes yes yes. So just after I woke up I took a bath and packed my things cus we need to bring our own lunch and some spare shirts cus WE all know we're burning fats. LOL. And oh! Last night my boyfriend texted me he'll come and will be volunteering too, so I did got the chance to see and to be with him, sugar. We went and when we finally arrived, we took our things, walk up the stairs and see what we'll do. Me, Aby and Joy were assigned at the grassy part. We need to pull down those grasss except for the carabao ones. :p We thought it would be easy. Gahhh! We almost fainted under the sun. We worked for six hours! And, when I looked to my arms, omegash. What happened?! Sunburn man. Sunburn. And it's kinda mahapdi, haha. But, oh well, I did have fun working with my beloved sisters and brothers. :] And, even I got this annoying sunburn, I'll still go and volunteer next time. :]] Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 8:37 AM
Movie marathon.
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Another random thoughts.
First, this is a Taglish post cus I'm kinda lazy typing it in English. Sarry. Anyway. I remember someone who used to call me this, ICE QUEEN. I asked him why, sabi niya lagi daw kasing blank yung mukha ko. Parang ang manhid ko daw na tao, no emotions at all. But, he added, when I smiled, it really makes him happy. Yes, I'm the so-called ICE QUEEN. And I love it. Because it suits my personality. But really, I can smile. I know how to laugh, it's just that I'm not good at expressing my emotions. But I'm working on it. Kim Bum. Boys Over Flowers fever! Hahaha. :''> Yes yes yes, I sooo love Kim Bum! I had a crush first at Lee Min Ho, but I found Kim cuter than him. LOL. Sad, di na ko nakakanood ng BOF. Wrong timing ako matulog sa hapon, kung kelan malapit na ipalabas saka pa ko nakakatulog. Buhay nga naman!:p Pero okay lang. Baka magpabili na lang ako ng DVD copy ng BOF. Sarry MMDA. I love Kim Bum that much so I'm into piracy muna. Hahaha. ![]() See? See? See? He's sooo cute! I love you Kim Bum!:''> Tuesday, June 30, 2009, 7:54 AM
Tayong Dalawa I was watching Tayong Dalawa a while ago. Well, I'm not a couch potato but things ran out a little boring and I really don't know what to do. I looked for food, yes, oh food. :''> But then, as I opened the fridge.. Nothing. My bad. So I looked for coffee, yes I'm addicted to it and then my mom remembered there was a Tuna sandwich left.. in the fridge. Laziness strikes me I ate it frozen. No, that's redundant, alright, cold is the word. I guess? Haha. Okay, back to the TV show. So I did watched it until it's over and watched the upcoming one. I saw the scene wherein Gerald said something to Kim, I can't recall the exact words actually, but it touched me. Ohmy! Sounds corny, eh? Hahaha. I don't know. :P Camwhore. I uploaded some new pictures of mine at Friendster. And I realized I don't have any new photo comment. Ughh. I suck for it! Hahaha. :''> I love when I'm adored by people, ohmy, vain me. Here are some of 'em. Comments are highly appreciated and loved. By me. Muhaha! Vanity doll.♥ Rawr. Disturbia.Hahaha. Oh well that's all for now. Check my Friendster account to see more. I don't update my Facebook account much. :''> * Noticed I've used other font? Heee. I'll be using Verdana from now on. :) Monday, June 29, 2009, 11:45 PM
Wednesday, oh Wednesday.
Okay. Since I'm already okay and I'm kinda sick about those paranoing stuffs I've been thinking, I did delete my previous entry, "Paranoid". My nerves were cooled down by his voice earlier when he called, just to say he'll take a bath and he'll go to work. He told me about that bangus for his lunch and he admitted he request for it, only because he misses me. Yes, it's my favorite fish. :''> Anyway, of course there goes the I love you and I miss you and the mushy things. Hahaha. I didn't buy a load so right now, we don't have a communication, but I'm pretty okay. Nothing's bothering me. I'm wondering what on Earth is going on? This is so not me. I used to be so paranoid whenever I don't see him, or we're not texting each other, when he's not calling and so on. But now.. I'm not. Oh well, maybe because he's always assuring me about our relationship. That it'll gonna last, that I'm the only one, and for him I'm the world's best. Redundant, eh? But I told him the same thing.. He's the world's best. This is a good sign also, that finally, I'm trusting him. One hundred percent. And oh! I can't wait for Wednesday! Why? Silly, he's coming. Haha! He'll drop by here after work. I'm going to be with him again. Hohoo. >:) And I do misses him so much. Aish. Crazy in love? Hah. You got that right. :) , 1:42 AM
First reaction. Kewl. :D
Okay this is called First Reaction. Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! *This is fun, you should try it. :P 1. Beer: *Bitter taste. Haha. 2. Anorexic: *Yatot. :P 3. Relationship: *Seryoso 'to. Haha. 4. Your Last Ex: *PAGKAKAMALI. :)) 5. Power Rangers: *Corny na. :P 6. Weed: *Yuck. 7. Smoking: *Bad breath. Haha. 8. Life: *Buhay. :)) 9. The President: *Pandak. Haha! 10. Dreams: *Wala ko nun sa gabi. :P 11. Cars: *Volvo. Porsche. :D 12. Gas Prices: *Don't care. Haha. 13. Halloween: *Pumpkins. :) 14. Bon Jovi: Kevin Bacon look-alike. 15. Transvestites: Rustom. 16. Myspace: *Corny. :D 17. Worst fear: *Pain. :D 18. Marriage: *Mas seryoso 'to. Hahaha. :)) 19. Paris Hilton: *HHOOOTTT. 20. Brunettes: Edward likes it. :P 21. Redheads: *Cool. :P 22. Politics: *BF! 23. Work: *Money. :P 24. One night stands: *Gross thing. 25: Cell Phone: *Want a new one. :P 26: High school: *Bad mems. 27. Pajamas: *Love it. :) 28. Woods: *Solitude? Haha. 29. Wet Socks: *Panget sa feeling suotin. :P 30. Alcohol: *A little is fine. 31. undies: *Errr. 32. Your best friend: Catherine Rhose Abina. :)) 33. Money: *Shop. :)))) 34. Heartache: *Bitterness. :P 35. Love: *Inspiring. ;) 36. Time: *Ambilis. Hahaha. 37. Divorce: *Don't wanna experience it. 38. Today: *Boring. 40. You: Me? Eena. >:) Wait. #34 is missing?! Hahaha. Oh well. :) Sunday, June 28, 2009, 10:59 PM
Sunday evening. :)
Mkay. It's a late post but still, I'll type cus I want to keep this memory of me and my super bf. :D Just like what I've said to my friends, Sunday day is boring. Really. And it's really hot! Aish. Anyway, we didn't meet each other, it's his rest day and he's busy preparing for our Sunday meeting. Just like any other day, I took a bath, prepare my clothes for the meeting nga, then we went. We arrived at 4:45 PM. Na-late siya. Nagpagupit pa daw kasi siya, and I saw his new haircut. Not so short, good. After the meeting, I talked to Camille, a friend, about surfing the Internet using cellphone. Mahn, she adores me about that set-up on my phone! Heee. I did it by myself, I did a little research on the web and..tadah! I've activated my settings and I can now surf with it. Then, when she left, my super bf took the right spot at the right time to have a convo with me. He wants the set-up for his phone too, so I kept on teaching him but I'm having a hard time using his Sony Ericsson, cus I've got used to Nokia. He told me he'll just visit me some other time so we can talk about it, and I agreed. After our short glances with each other, I got bored so I asked him if he wanna put my heels on and I'll do the same with his leather shoes. Shocked, he said yes! I stared at him for awhile, maybe he was just joking. But then he said, "Tara! Ano?" Again, I stared at him with my warning eyes. Then he added, "Oo nga, seryoso ako. Akin na." And so we did. We exchanged. He wore my heels with his black socks on, and I wore his. But I'm having a hard time fitting my right foot, that was when I remembered the shoelace was still tied. So he sat down, untied the lace, and helped me putting his shoe on. After that, I dared him if he can walk to the exit with my heels, he said "Come on!" I looked at him, and realized he's walking already. Our friends, family and relatives saw us! They laughed as they saw him wearing those black sandals of mine, and me, wearing his BIG shoes. Good thing his mom didn't even saw us! I can't imagine Tita Virgie's face if she saw us with that crazy dare. As we walked back, we sat on the porch, and we returned our shoes and heels back to it's right places. Sad thing, I didn't even get the chance to take a picture of ourselves so I can post it here. But I know there will be a next time. And I'll never ever forget my camera to take pictures of us. With my heels on his, and his shoes on mine. :) ♥ Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 8:59 AM
TRANSFORMERS 2: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN.
At 6PM, me and my boyfriend watched the movie, together with his friends, Neil and Sandy. We went to SM North Edsa to watch. It was really, REALLY great! Two thumps up, dude. :) We did enjoy watching it because of the funny scenes too. Hahaha. And oh, I put the ticket stabs on my box already, you know..remembrance. :) I wore my Pacman green shirt, a pair of skinny jeans and his black cap. Unfortunately, I didn't even get the chance to take pictures of us. *Sigh Anyway, Shia and Megan were great! Wish their "really" in love with each other, though. Bagay e, hahaha! Well, you better watch it, and see for yourselves. You'll miss half of your lives if you don't. :) Friday, June 19, 2009, 9:18 AM
I've learned how to say enough.
Now I've finally learned how to let him go. How to let go of those memories, deep conversations, every touch of our fingers on each others hands that keeps on sending me chills, the sound of his voice lingering on my mind every time he's not around. Those messages I've been keeping for so long had been deleted already. I remember when I was browsing for quotes, I saw this one and it made me nod. " I didn't stop remembering, but I started letting go." I'm already doing it. Letting go. Fighting the eagerness to be with him. Trying to forget every hopes and dreams about him..about US, though, it's making me sad and depressed. I know someone's there, loving me. And I got him already. I made a mistake, and I'm so sorry about it. I wish I could turn back time. I wanna set things right. If only.. Aish. No more mistakes, cus in your eyes I'd like to..stay. ♥ Tuesday, June 16, 2009, 8:58 AM
Sakit ng ulo at puso. :D
Haaayy. Wala talaga akong dala. Sinasaktan ko lang sarili ko sa ginagawa kong 'to. Ano ginagawa ko? Eto, naghahalungkat ng mga messages sa Friendster. I've read some, my bad. Heartaches inabot ko. Siyempre andun yung mga past lovers, past i-love-you-and-miss-you texts, etc. Lahat na! E ako naman 'tong si tanga, sige basa parin. Actually, sadya 'to e. Sadyang hinanap ko talaga yung mga dating messages sa inbox ng account na 'to. Di ko rin alam kung bakit, masyado kong nagtatapang-tapangan e. Ayan, nasaktan tuloy. Alam ko, marami akong makikita. Alam ko, masasaktan ako sa gagawin ko. Pero bakit ganun? Tinuloy ko parin. Nakakainis! Napaparanoid tuloy ako ngayon. Andaming "what if's" sa utak ko. Andun na rin yun takot.. Takot na masaktan ng sobra sobra. Yun tipong di ko pa nararamdaman dati. Alam kong di ko kakayanin yun pag nagkataon. Haaaayy. Tama na kasi Eena.. Tama na...... , 3:51 AM
Have you ever?
Have you ever found yourself smiling every time you meet her? Have you ever found yourself dreaming of her?and remembering? Have you ever walked beside her with complete attention to where she’s walking, wanting so much to keep her safe? Have you ever listened to her? Have you ever found yourself staring at her for no apparent reason? Have you ever laughed at her corniest jokes? Have you ever given her flowers just because? Have you ever found yourself wanting to buy her ice cream because she’s craving for it like a little girl? Have you ever found yourself keeping a record of her simple joys? Have you ever taken note of her dreams? hopes? and aspirations? Have you ever sat next to her wanting to hold her in your arms? Have you ever thought of kissing her? Have you ever seen yourself so ridiculously silly just to make her smile? Have you ever seen her glances in more than two ways? Have you ever found yourself trusting her? Have you opened up to her? Have you ever offered her yours in the many times she cried? Have you ever watched her sleeping? Has it ever occurred to you how beautiful she is in every morning? Have you ever whispered “good morning” to her ear? Have you ever told her she’s lovely? Have you ever wanted to sing to her? Have you ever asked her to dance? Have you ever found yourself being sorry for every little stupid thing you’ve done? Have you ever told her ‘thank you’ for every little thing she does? Have you ever told her you love her? If you haven’t, then tell her. |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.My name is Eena.
Seventeen years of age.
Hates spaghetti, loves ice cream.
Frustrated writer.
Camwhore.
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JHEN. SUSIE. CAILEEN. JEANETTE. KRIZZIEL. GELLIE. backtoyesterday
+ Dream. + Reconcile. + Bold it, baby.♥ + Yakult. + You hate me, eh?:) + Can't be moved. + Almost over. + Randomness again. + The never ending Titanic. + I'm walking on sunshine, wo-oah. wheni'mgone
+ May 2009 + June 2009 + July 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 takeabow
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